Give it all away

For the moment. And it was good. It was a good day. I believed you loved me
I believed for a moment it was enough to sprawl out eternity in crumpled blankets and cozy dreams.
Staring at the moon and stars.
Do i think too much or delve too deep for you?
Should i close my eyes and stay sleeping with you. Should i ask you the right questions? And you have the answers or would i ask for more?
If i wasn't searching what would it be for
If i held your hand but you pulled away
Would i be lost without you?
Or just another day?
If i stay too long if i wept out loud.  I am sorry for seeing it with you in the impermanence of a cloud.
Seconds of this life passing me by to entertain my mind.
Ascertained finding some are fierce and some kind.
Give it all away
Take what you choose because i don't believe in win and lose.
I believed in taking chances warm feelings and second glances.
If i am empty when i die better to know that i was me exhausting myself fully.
Then at least my soul can rest knowing I had tried to find a soul that fit and become a part of mine I may have fought. I may have cried but I know I lived and at peace i have died.