So I strongly dislike everything in this moment. Taylor blew up my Thanksgiving in a way that's hard to describe. He told me that we would have our own holidays then agreed to go to his family dinner then waited until the last minute to change it so I am weird for not just going.
Now they will be here all day Friday visiting but couldn't make it on Thanksgiving. I just hate that on top of the actual reality sucks.... he said that if he were interested in someone he would have to get to know her before knowing if she was worth leaving his wife for?! What is wrong with me? Why would the universe leave me here? With this fucking monster attached to me? With no real friends or support? I am a sister to the world. I love and love. Why this? Why me?
It's the same life the same story. The poor me.
Why can't I just be me?
Rainbow Brite happy and riding 🌈 living on ☀
not anger. Not hate just love. No strong likes or dislikes..
Just a thumbs up here or there. A pat on the back when it actually was a good job. You know honesty to say life is perfect AND it sucks hard. You did it but it was nothing
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